Life, Love, Heaven and Hell.

Its my cancer, flowing faith, a poison of pride. A pure essence of regret and chaos and a touch of cream and berrys. A walk in the rain and kissed by a rainbow, Stricken by lightning and bound for the islands gates. No means of escape until my mistress returns again with the key in her voice. Sparkle of breathlesness in those eyes, and yet I want to choke on it. Rape my mind forever, and then bathe in it. Leave me a shell, cold and haunted. Yet worlds from what I was. Inject the Lithium and numb the pain for when its hurts to much, but when it turns again, Double the dose. Craving this pain like needles against my skin, Loathing it more at the end of tomorrow. Scraping paper of my footsteps, and can never track them down. Whispering the notes of my story, the tune is fading out. Lost is my love, Confusion became friends. and wanting becomes the enemy. A Sufferer is left Witness, and sinks farther in the tears when He has seen mutual pain. Scream into the night and a star twinkles the echo. Blinded by the flashing lights passing me by. Looking to Paradise and draining blood through my eyes. Each loop in my chain tells a sin of my past. I could dig a hole and find a box. or walk down the highway as it downpours cold rain, and justify my means.