Adderall

Flying so high,
Up in the sky,
Why do I keep doing this?
No reason I can’t get through this.

Why am I taking these pills?
Just to stay up and do random shit.
Every time I take these I feel so ill
And I don’t want to do anything, not even kick it.

I go to extreme lengths to get these,
All for this feeling I think it pleases me,
Without it I feel worn out,
Out of control,
Lost my mind there is no doubt.

If I could marry an object,
It would be you,
But if I could drop the subject,
That subject would be you.

Nobody had a clue,
That I was secretly in love with you,
Secretly killing myself for you.