Can't stand

The sounds
the noise.
I can't
take them.
Go away
leave me be.
I can't
stand you.
The pain
is to real.
The tears
to cold.
My heart
is not beating.
Unavoidable.
Punish.
Crimson line
on my chest.
On my arm
on my thigh.
Nothing.
I can not feel.
I'm
glad.