Dear God

Dear God can you help me?
Dear God where are you now?
Dear God I need your guidance,
I need you to tell me how

How do I make it today,
tomorrow, next week or next year,
How do I let go of these things
that I've always kept near?

Do you watch me struggle?
Do you see me cry?
Do you like that I am lost
and watch my life go by?

Do you know my battles,
the issues that wake me at night,
The horrible missions I fight
with all my strength and might.

Dear God can you help me?
Dear God where you are now?
Dear God why don't you love me
like those minions who bow?

Am I less of a daughter,
because I am strong?
Am I less of a follower
because I don't feel like I belong.

Please help me, God,
I'm not sure what to do,
I'm not sure how to be right now
and I'm leaning on you