Just To Late

Your feelings can’t
Just reappear
You can’t vow that
Because you left me here

I was so alone
And needed help
It was so cold
Being by myself

Now you only want me
Because she left
I can see
She’s still the best

We can’t pretend
Like it was nothing
Can’t you comprehend
You meant something

You had a chance
And you missed
Why can’t you understand
It’s not okay to do this?

I’m what you desire
Because you’re alone
But I’m getting tired
And this is getting old

I don’t want to be
The back up anymore
I want to find the key
To a different kind of door

Not the same one
Leading me to the same
Where I come undone
And fall apart again

I can’t consider you now
Right now I cannot
But maybe somehow
Not every hope is lost

I might forgive you
Just maybe someday
But right now
“Sorry.” Is just to late