I Don't Know

I don’t know what I want.
I don’t know what I need.
I don’t know what is right.
I just don’t know.
I don’t know who I am.
I don’t know who I want to be.
I don’t know who I could be if I tried.
I just don’t know.
I don’t know how you could do that.
I don’t know how you made me smile.
I don’t know how you did so much.
I just don’t know.
I don’t know anything anymore.
I don’t know what life is for.
I don’t know what to live for.
I just don’t know.
I don’t know how to say what I feel.
I don’t know how to mean what I say.
I don’t know how to tell the truth.
I just don’t know.
I don’t even know what I don’t know.
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RCP-- Rockford Center Poem (aka before liv).