Last Minute I Love You

You Were Hurting But Never Let Anyone See it
Hiding Everything From Everyone
Not Looking In The Mirror And Realizing Exactly How Beautiful You Were
Never Listening To Yourself And Hearing How Talented You Were
You Missed Your Birthday, Your Gonna Miss A Lot Of Them...
I Sit Wondering, Why? Why Would You Leave Me?
You Were My BestFriend, I Trusted You
I Loved You !
Why Would You Leave Me Here To Cry For You To Come Back Every Single Night
To Hurt Myself When I Think Of You
To Wake Up In Cold Sweat, Sleeping And Having...
Having The Nightmare Of That Gun...
That Gun Exploding, That Bullet
Piercing Your Flesh, Ripping Through It
Cracking Your Skull
Hitting Your Brain
And Then...
Gone...
Makes Me Wonder
What If That Day, I Had Called You
Called You Right Before You Did It
What If I Called You At The Last Minute
Before The Gun Went Off
Before You Put It To Your Head
Before You Pulled Your Own Plug
And Told You, I Loved You.

Would You Still Be Here, Smiling? And When You Smiled Would You Still Be Hiding Your Pain?

Or Was I Love You All You Need To Hear?

What If I Called You At The Last Minute
And Told You, I Love You

Cause I Do....I Still Love You