Gogh on Living

Oh yes
You're a mess
And you know it
But you keep it in your chest
Because you know
You're all alone
But who's to blame
For all your shame?

Paint all your misery
With all those tears you shed
In all your poetry
Your final afscheid
Under the stars tonight
Just can't reach the light
Too tired of crying
Gogh on living

The voices haunt you
Behind the good you do
Amongst all this hate
You have only faith
But delusion's not enough
Prayers are not enough

The whispers in your ear
Fear what they say
Everyday suicidal
Brutal words
Getting worse
Golden hand
And a silver heart
So smart
Though you've lost your mind
Mural red
Find you dead
It's okay
Gogh on living