Unhappiness part 2

Now I'm here
And your GONE

I was broken down
While you died inside
I screamed
While you yelled at the heavens
I cried
While you bled from the heart

Once my heart gave up on waiting for you
You showed up

I pushed
You pulled
I screamed
You yelled
I punched
You laughed

Now I'm standing here asking why me?
You say ....
"I loved you since you said you'll be mine. And I never stopped loving you since."