The Eternal Me
It's an oasis of time and I've forgot what I remember,
It was cloudy and snowy, it was the same old December
Yet here lies the problem that always falls right back to me
A memory is a memory, and mine's just not meant to be
This month it's a demon, people sing and people pray
I hear them calling wishes, oh I hear what they say
They think that it's a wonder or something of the sort
But the eternal Me is a dying dead zone and it never falls short
It was like a dream, like a curse all wrapped into one
I fall before the moonlight and I fall before the sun
What kind of monster have I proven to be
I can't remember, I can't forget, I'm left in the seconds of the eternal Me
Nothing ever happens nor nothing will ever progress
There's nothing more yet, there wiill never be anything less
I sit in the white air and abandon my thoughts
For all that have triumphed, I've never fought
I sit in the crevices of time and just waste away
Tomorrow's tomorrow yet it's just another day
Nothing ever changes and nothing ever fades
Someone please help me, a nurse to my aid
It's like being a baby, a helpless cry and plea
But you don't know why you're crying and you don't know where to be
A foreigner lost in the dark abyss of a new city
But this new town is not a town, nor is it pretty
I'm trapped in December, I live the month every day
I'm tired and I'm exhausted of hearing people pray
The Christmas never ends and the new Year never comes
Tell me what You want, tell me where to run
I fall and I twist in an endless carousel
The eternal Me it's a battle between the good and the Hell
It's this month, it never arrives yet it never seems to cease
I search in myself to find just a piece, a piece of peace
And here comes the heavenly figure preaching such things to me
Things that even YOU, are person with freedom wouldn't believe
It says death leaves you resting on a never ending bed
Where you're stuck forever, to ponder your head
It's a journey, yet it's not a journey at all
The December ice was so misleading, and I took my last fall
It was cloudy and snowy, it was the same old December
Yet here lies the problem that always falls right back to me
A memory is a memory, and mine's just not meant to be
This month it's a demon, people sing and people pray
I hear them calling wishes, oh I hear what they say
They think that it's a wonder or something of the sort
But the eternal Me is a dying dead zone and it never falls short
It was like a dream, like a curse all wrapped into one
I fall before the moonlight and I fall before the sun
What kind of monster have I proven to be
I can't remember, I can't forget, I'm left in the seconds of the eternal Me
Nothing ever happens nor nothing will ever progress
There's nothing more yet, there wiill never be anything less
I sit in the white air and abandon my thoughts
For all that have triumphed, I've never fought
I sit in the crevices of time and just waste away
Tomorrow's tomorrow yet it's just another day
Nothing ever changes and nothing ever fades
Someone please help me, a nurse to my aid
It's like being a baby, a helpless cry and plea
But you don't know why you're crying and you don't know where to be
A foreigner lost in the dark abyss of a new city
But this new town is not a town, nor is it pretty
I'm trapped in December, I live the month every day
I'm tired and I'm exhausted of hearing people pray
The Christmas never ends and the new Year never comes
Tell me what You want, tell me where to run
I fall and I twist in an endless carousel
The eternal Me it's a battle between the good and the Hell
It's this month, it never arrives yet it never seems to cease
I search in myself to find just a piece, a piece of peace
And here comes the heavenly figure preaching such things to me
Things that even YOU, are person with freedom wouldn't believe
It says death leaves you resting on a never ending bed
Where you're stuck forever, to ponder your head
It's a journey, yet it's not a journey at all
The December ice was so misleading, and I took my last fall