Un - necessary feelings

My heart beats wildly,
my mind begins to turn astray.

I can't look,
or I'll be swept away.

My throat tightens,
I lose my voice.

My eyes drift down,
hiding them is my choice.

Don't stare at me,
with those imploring eyes.

I don't know,
how long will I tell myself these lies?

Stomach turning,
mind racing.

You make my world,
come undone at the lacing.