Humans Are Assholes by Nature

I want someone I can treat like shit
Without feeling guilty
I’m so lonely
But I want people to stay the fuck away
I want someone to care about me and only me
More than they even care about themselves
I want to die
I don’t want to stop living; I don’t want to start living
I want to die
I want to start living
I want a pretty voice and creativity
And intelligence that I don’t have
I want people to not hate me
Even though I hate people
And everyone around me needs to know me
Before they judge me
Humans are assholes by nature
And niceness is learned
There’s no school for kindness
There’s no school for me
There’s no school I want to be in
There’s nowhere I’d rather be than school