Wall Of Shame

I sit and wonder the samething
For a long while to come
I wonder why this all
Has to happen to me
Why not someone else?
Anxiety reaches maxium strength
Patientes drops to the floor
Too scared to say a word
This feeling twists and turns
Around in my head
Never letting me forget
Sometimes it all will
For once be okay
Until you say one word
And ruin everything
It tears me apart and
Drags me under
I'll never be able
To pull myself back up again
Too tired to move
Too disappointed to even
Look you in the eye
Every last word
That I want to say to you
Build up in my head
Waiting to explode
But this wall of shame
Will never fall to the ground and
Never uncover my secrets.