Fearing Goodbyes

you see when i write
i write what i know
but all these words
and still cant let go
everything we once had
i could never forget
all we had went through
makes it hard to forgive
i want you to know
you are the one and only
none of this is my fault
but i feel i owe a sorry
when i close my eyes
i still see the story
oh how i wished it true
with all its creative glory
but everday i wake
and Im still here
nothing has ever changed
and we've gone nowhere