I'm not waiting to die for you

I'm tired; i really am.
I can't disappear with you right at my ear
Telling me you love me constantly.
What do you know about love?
As much as I do.
We know nothing
We're just growing up.
The older we grow, the faster we'll seperate.
Some days I hate you.
Most days I love you.
I'm jealous, I'm clingy, I HATE when people speak to you
But that's just the way I am and I'm sorry.

Keep me with you.
Please don't throw me to the side.
I want to be with you.
i have my arms open wide.
This is for you and you alone.
I'm sorry.
I'm not perfect.
I'm just me.
But I love you more than anything.
And for sure, you'll be the death of me.