R.I.P. Grandma

Grandma

You were alive
You were fun
You had a blast
Now that’s the past
Now you’re dead
In a special place
You’re in heaven
That’s too far away
You would smile when something was funny
You would cry if something was sad
You had fun in the long life you had.
Now we missed you...
Can you come back?
What’s there to do now that you’re gone?
Celebrate the life that you once had…
When I think of you…
I cry and laugh even smile too
The memories we share will never be forgotten,
But only shared so often
Now I lay here at night, not able to sleep
Because, you’re in my mind and your soul is here to keep.
Now you’re up there… with grandpa too.
I wish I can come visit you but not too soon…
I cry as I look at pictures and think ‘this is all that I have left’
You said you’ll always be here, always in my heart
That you’ll never leave me,
That, you’re not too far.
You said I’ll be okay and that you’ll miss me
I can come and talk to you and that you’ll never leave me.
You hug me as your scared and say “I don’t wanna go”
I hug you back and say “You’ll be better when you’re in heaven.”
You looked beautiful everyday no matter how you felt.
You had the brightest smile every time I walked into the living room to give you a hug.
Your hugs were warm and full of love
I’d do anything to hug you again
Too see you smile
To hear you laugh
To hear say ‘I love you’
Just one more time…
But now it’s too late
You’re too far away
But so close
The only thing that’s stopping me is
The sky too far high to climb up to heaven
I’ll see you one day though
May not be soon…
Say hi to grandpa for me and that I miss him too…
Now you both are back together forever and ever…
Now you’re gone and we all miss you.
The pain is still here from your death
But soon it will turn into happiness
It hurts to think about you
It’s sad to hear the happy stories we tell
The tears of happy and sad mixing together
But you’ll be here forever.
I think about you everyday
do you think about me too?
Grandma, I miss you, I want you to come back
But I know you can’t and it tears me up to know that
It hasn’t really hit me yet that you’re not coming back
It feels like your just on vacation and you’re not ready to come back yet…
I wake up and hope this was all just a terrible nightmare
But when I think about it
Turns out its real and that you really are gone.
But here forever in my heart….