It hurts...

I sit here and think
Think of the times you were here
Think of when everything was ok
But now nothing’s ok
You’re not here and it’s not ok
A tear falls down onto my pillow now
Its hurts
I take a deep breath
But it don’t work
It still hurts
Nothing ever hurt more than this
Another tear falls
And breaks like glass
Broken into a billion pieces
Just like my heart
Its hurts
My heart
I don’t know what this pain is
But it hurts
It’s hard to breathe
What do I do?
I need you here
To help me through
But you’re up there
And don’t know what to do
Please come back
And help me through
I can’t get through this
Without being hurt too
I should be happy
As you’re in heaven now
But i still cry
As it doesn’t seem right
Now you’re with grandpa
I know it’s true
But it don’t feel true
That you’re gone
Away from me
I need you
It hurts to breathe
It feels like I’m dying
Maybe I am
Now my pillow is wet
With the tears I shed
The pain is too strong
For me to live on
I miss you
I need you
But you’re up there
And I’m down here
It hurts so much
When will it stop?
I want it to stop
But I know the only way I know your gone
Is the pain that I feel and show
I need you here
To help me through
I wasn’t ready for you to be gone
Even though it was your time
Your time was up
The short life you lived
Now you’re in heaven
With a new life to live
The pain has stopped
But it’s still hard to breathe
I come to realize I need to sleep
Sleep takes over me
And for once the pain and crying stops
But when I wake up the next day
It all comes back
With the pain and tears again. . .