A Lil Bit

Nothing is like before.
I have nothing to lose, but all to gain.
My life feels like it started a new beginning
As if I was reborn.

I will never forget what has made me "me"
I want someone for me.
To care for me.
That's all I want.

I mean it would be nice to have the ideal guy
Muscular, light-skin, not to feminine, nice
But I should like people for who they are
and not based on looks.

I'm also gonna need to work on myself
These dark secrets that I keep in my head.
They might come out one day.
But for now they'll just stay inside of me.