(10.23.2011)

Oh yes, I’ve hit rock
Bottom

Before. Just because
I’m always so bubbly
Does not mean I have
Not seen the depths
Of

Depression, with its
Dank smell of moldy
Tears, overused lies,
Its icy fingers tasting
My

Flesh, crawling up
My veins and sending
Chills through my heart.
If you only knew my
Soul,

You would see the
Way he’s manipulated
And mangled it. That’s
My rock bottom.