Oblivion

I'm shredding my heart into pieces
I'm one step away from oblivion
On a train that leads to nowhere
Nowhere..

Tell myself as the days keep on coming
You'll always gonna see things differently
And I used to know, used to know
But now I'm just loosing my mind and
All I can see is strikingly vibrant
Tell me

Why are my tries not working?
Am I one step away from being forsaken?
I rip out my heart and soul for another
These scars, these scares
Are becoming a nasty reminder

I want to go
Just fade away
Because the alchol consumes my payday
I have nothing left here and I'm dying to know

Why are my tries not working?
Am I one step away from being forsaken?
I rip out my heart and soul for another
These scars, these scares
Are becoming a nasty reminder

And I
Have to know, have to know.