The End

I can't take it anymore.
Nobody's there.
Nobody cares.
What if I am a useless piece of shit? I'll always be better than her.
She's a fucking whore.
I hate her.
Why did we ever become friends?
Why did I leave her?
I never understand anything anymore.
She was everything I could've had.
She gave me her heart and I ripped it to shreds.
Filthy bitch.
Rot in hell.
I hate her so much that I love her. Fuck.
Maybe if I stabbed her fifty fucking times she'd understood I care.
Come on.
Bring your weapons, I'll aim them back at you.
I've fallen into her trap.
In and out.
Over and over.
I can't stop thinking about her.
She's driving me crazy.
It's too late to get her back in my arms, because she doesn't care.
If only she knew how bad I needed her.
My eyes want to see her.
My heart is gone, longing for her.
Come on, fall back into my trap. I promise I won't let you go again. I miss you.
C a r m e n.