Once Again

Once Again Starring at the razorblade.
Wondering if I should make one final cut
That will take my life away.
cause I'm tied of the cries
from this every second pain
I'm also tired of the sleepless nights
and begging "God" to make things alright.

Once again starring at my own relflection.
I see the arms on my wrist.
making them dissapear is one of my wish.
cause they remind of those I hurt
and they remind me of their words.

Once again starrin at those bottle of pills.
wonderng if I take them will I stll feel all the hurt that I feel?
But I look away, and deciede.
ima work with the cards I was delt.