Fearing.

I don't wanna see the day
That I'm completely backwards
And I don't wanna see the day
That you'd leave me

Don't fight the feeling
But I won't be healing
The moment you touch the knob
I'll be swimming with self-loathing.

I don't wanna be the lady
Who's hopeless without a man.
And I don't think we should go there,
'Cause you were the only.

Don't wanna hear it,
I'm so close to tearing.
Don't leave me lying here,
Don't keep me fearing.