Don't Ever Let Me Go...

You said forever,
But now I can't breathe.
Now you've left me for dead,
Not that hard to believe.

I really really loved you,
While you led me on for years.
I always think I'm over you,
But then drown in my tears.

I used to bleed out all the pain,
But then it had to stop.
No more shiny razorblades,
I then went into shock.

I still remember every curve,
I got to feel those nights.
I really miss the old days,
'Cause we would never fight.

We were only thirteen,
But I fell for you so hard.
You didn't think I loved you,
And you said we had to part.

I thought that you had fixed me,
But my heart was stabbed once more.
You told me it was over,
And you shoved me out the door.

I remember the phone call that summer night,
You said you didn't know,
I thought to myself deep inside my head,
'Don't ever let me go.'