Love

How to explain such a deadly sin
To break a promise long forgotten
How do you explain something so destructive
The exact definition of self sabotage
Something so seductive that you just cant live without
How to explain the way I feel
Something that just slides off my lips each night
Something no one will ever understand
You say I deserve better
You say I need better
Everyone does
But to me there is no better
You describe yourself in terrifying ways
As if you were a monster
Sex craved demon
But your wrong
Your smart
Cunning
Sweet
Seductive
Loving
Caring
And without you I'm nothing
You say you cant not be faithful
That you must cheat
Beat me
Bite me
Make me bleed
Make me cry
Treat me like the worthless whore I am
But I'm your worthless whore
I plead for your insults
Do what you wish with me
But don’t leave me
You plead for me to let you go
But we both know you want me to stay
I am your sanity
You talk about running away to Cali with me
I dream of a life with you
Id take off with you right now if you let me
How to explain something so sickly sweet
You see I don’t think your all that tough
I think your scared to love
So take me with you baby
We both know your not as strong as you think you are
I can ramble on for hours
About your sexy smirk
Or your seductive glance
But I cant explain love
I cant explain my need for u
How the butterflies flutter around when I see you
How every other thought is of you
I care not what my friends say
How they say your not right for me
Its all lies
My body and soul plead for you
I plead for you
I need you
I love you/