Tired

Tired
So very, very
Tired
Physically of course
Aching body
Sore muscles
Raw lungs
Sleepy
But i'm also tired
Mentally
Too many
Problems
That aren't mine
Not enough
Solutions
Too many
People
To take care of
Emotionally
I'm exhausted
All but dead
Afraid of my own
Emotions
Confused and
Lost
But unwilling
To be helped
I shut people
Out
I build walls
Its tiring
So i think i'll just
Sleep
And
Never wake up
I'll just
Float away
Carefree
Happy
Something i haven't been
In years
Not
Weighed down
Suffocated
Torn
Broken
But
Its no ones fault
But my own
I
Invited it
Needed it
Thrived on it
But now
I'm tired
So very, very
Tired