Evanescence

Evanescence
Do I find that the morning mist comes and goes as it pleases?
Does the summer wind almost seem to whisper soft thoughts and caress my very soul?
For that is what my emotions must be
The quick flowing of adrenaline through my mind as the quaint and fluffy clouds give way to black and menacing thunderstorms
The way sadness pierces my heart when I have lost a soul that has made its’ imprint on my very feelings
The deep, threatening abyss that is anger as it seems to beckon me closer to its’ deadly plummet
The silent but venomous snake of death that sinks its’ very fangs into my supple skin, digging into its’ meal as it can dig and tear apart a family
When these feelings curse my very mind, I feel as though there is no way out of the dark and depressing hallway that is my future
But, although there are the demons of life, there are also the guardians that keep me on that last piece of solid ground before I fall to the earths’ core
There is happiness, that holds me in it’s’ arms, warm and welcoming as it invites me to a place where no darkness may fall upon me
Excitement, the one thing that almost always seems to keep me on my toes as I await for its’ very appearance to pull me into a world of pure oblivion
Love, the last stage and almost always the ending to a famous love story and hopefully the final feeling I will experience as I leave this world behind, whether for my allies or for my loved ones, I do find it makes no difference in order to accept it
In the end, I find that there are much more emotions that form our delicate lives, so many that cannot be described in my very own spontaneous thoughts
But as that light summer wind whispers again and that mist does seem to fade away, I will make sure that I do not follow close behind
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