Over The Opurtunities That I've Missed

I told my friends I was fine.
I told them I was alright.
Oh, what good friends of mine!
For my health they didn’t even fight!

I’m glad I’m oh so special.
I’m glad you love me so.
I’m glad you think me celestial.
I’m glad you all just know.

I hope you can see the sarcasm.
It’s dripping from my mouth.
Oh, I’m laughing at you sweet madame!
My manners have flown south.

Do you really blame me?
My slightly insane state?
I’m simply letting my emotions free…
Something I’ve been void of as of late…

As I watch the blood blossom,
Over my bright red, swollen wrist.
I spit these bitter last words with venom
Over the oppurtunities that I’ve missed.

Tell me good friends
Will you sob and cry?
To those I never made proper amends,
Will you rejoice as I die?

Innocent questions,
I assure you!
Sprung upon you nasty, self-absorbed urchins!
Securing the hours we’ve spent you’ll be sure to rue.

I’ve lost all hope
Especially in everyone here
Oh, please don’t mope!
I’d rather see your ugly little sneer.

I’m afraid I must apologize
Your attention I desperately sought
Closing my ears to your lies
I’ll shut my mouth and continue to rot.