broken

the voices in my head telling me to hurt
anger. cutting. relief.
the demons pulling you down.
taking everything that is left of you.
cannot live until moving on from this darkness
moving on meaning to forgive and forget.
but what happens when you forgiven and forgot,
to many times.
where its breaking you.
meaning you cant move on?
hurting you from the inside causing you to hurt yourself on the outside.
what happens next?
have to forgive and forget,
but cant.
stuck in reverse.
giving up.
not caring.