Because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last

You're the one who broke my heart,
you're the reason my world fell apart,
you're the one who made me cry,
yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

A million words would not bring you back,
I know because I've tried,
neither would a million tears,
I know I've cried.

Wanting him is hard to forget,
loving him is hard to regret,
losing him is hard to accept,
but even with all the hurt I've felt,
letting go is the most painful yet.

Sometimes you just have to hold your head up high,
blink away the tears and say good-bye.

I made a choice to finally let go,
because I can't stand the pain,
it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.

You always say you hate to see me hurt,
and you hate to see me cry.
So all those times that you hurt me,
did you close your eyes?

You hurt me more then I deserve,
how can you be so cruel?
I love you more then you deserve,
why am I such a fool?

Maybe they are right.
Maybe I did get my hopes up too high.
Maybe I was in over my head.
Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me,
but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

It's like once you've been hurt,
you're so scared to get attached again.
you have this fear that every person you start to fall for,
is just going to break your heart again.

The hardest thing about knowing you don't love me 
is that you spent so much time pretending that you did.

So now I'm scared to fall in love,
scared to fall to fast,
because every time I fall in love,
it never seems to last.