Finding Gravity

I'm just trying to find gravity.
Trying to plant my feet.
Taking root deep.
Gotta keep control.
Can't fall in this hole.
Have I gone crazy?
I can't be sane.
I keep Falling up,
When I'm just trying to be down.
I gotta stay with the moment.
I can't let this go.
I got to find my footing.
I can't yet lay down my head.
Gotta get up out this bed.
I need to be in this moment.
I can't lose it.
Gotta keep my cool.
Gonna take a dip in this icy pool.
Can't drown though.
Need to keep my head above water.
No, I can't let it get to my lungs.
Need to breath.
Just got to breath.
It's hard to breath out here.
Lost from reality.
Lost in space.
I'm just trying to find gravity.