Sad Thoughts

everything is going through my head
thinking of every word that has been said
every lie, that makes me feel as if i want to die
tears are flowing from my eyes
they flow of fear from deep inside
its the fear for whats to come
the fear of being shun
the fear of loosing one
of how i cry for my love
why cant they understand
that what i say and how i feel is true
all they do is make demands
then threaten if i do not live within their plans
i try to open their minds
to show them nothing but reason
but they act as if iv commented treason
because of my age they say i know nothing of what love is
but if that is true then what of this
does a child now grow loving their family
do children not say i love you mommy
is that now the same aspect that i feel
just in a different way and towards a different person
oh how i hope one day they'll see
that all their doing is hurting me