Realize

I’ve been a fool.
A lamb to the slaughter.
In total denial
All these years
They used me, made me go against my own.
It won’t happen again.
If they take me as a fool again
They will see how much of a fool I can be
They will fear me, when they try to use me.
They won’t come near me
As long as they treat me for who I am
They will love and be loved by me.
Selfish as it sounds, but this journey has been tough.
No one has lived my life.
In my eyes it seems fair,
To treat others the way they want to be treated.
No one can cross my line, because my line is very far.
Those that can and will try to cross it.
I will lose total respect for them
But love them all the same.
Because I am a fool.
I love those that hurt me.
I risk my life for those who might want me lost.
They are all lost themselves.
Is seem to be the only one that help them.
Even if I am neglected.