Why

Why? Is that all I could say?
The day you died, that horrible day.

Did you die because of me?
Was it because I couldn't see what you see.

Were you tired and wanted to go?
You never let go of me even when I said no.

You loved me and I loved you.
I want to go where you go too.

That horrible day when you died.
The day I threw myself around and cried.

Why did you sacrifice your life for mine?
If only I could go back in time.

No matter what I do you won't come back.
You left no trace of yourself. No scent, no track.

I guess I'm all alone now.
My question is not why anymore.............but how?

How your life went away.
You didn’t say good bye. Had nothing to say.

Why did you leave me alone in the dark?
Without you I’m a target and everyone’s making their mark.

When I die will I find you?
Or will I be lost. Like how I lost you?