I Always Think Of You

I Always Think Of You
I Try So Hard Not Too
But I Cant Help It
I Wish That Message Never Sent
So You Would Still Be Here
& My Wrist Would Be All Clear
Losing You Was My Biggest Fear
Now I Sit Here & Wipe A Tear
I Slit My Wrist
& Try To Pretend You Dont Exist
I Feel Like iM Going Insane
Trapped In This Pain
Sometimes I Worry Ill Cut A Vein
But Its Like An Addiction I Cant Explain
I Know Ill Get Over You Not Being Mine
I Just Need Alot More Time