Prayers of Fear 1/2
7 years ago
I'm working for a company that smells of fresh money.
I've recently opened a company for gaming. I've prayed for this.
But I didn't pray for something of my own fear. No. I can't
I've ruled over my fear. Or so I thought I did.
I've seen people hug up on each other and loving one another.
Man. How I long for that to happen to me.
To be loved. To be held. To be Respected and cherished.
(Inhale)I can just smell him all over again. That man.
That man who almost unlock all the desires that is inside of me.
It's a good thing I walk away from that scene.
On the way home I feel a rushing wind brush pass me saying,
"Don't worry I'm coming for you soon. Just hold on a bit longer."
How long? How long must the monster inside me has to be tamed?
Darn it all I gotta do it. I have to surpass the fear inside me.
So I've got on my knees and collected my thoughts that was inside my heart.
I've prayed all day. I've prayed all afternoon, and I've prayed all night.
I've keep praying until my prayers was finish. I don't know how he was going to
show up. I don't know how he was going to arrive. I just know he is now on his way.
On his way to find me.
Realizing after that prayers. Truly I've ruled over my prayers of fear.
I'm working for a company that smells of fresh money.
I've recently opened a company for gaming. I've prayed for this.
But I didn't pray for something of my own fear. No. I can't
I've ruled over my fear. Or so I thought I did.
I've seen people hug up on each other and loving one another.
Man. How I long for that to happen to me.
To be loved. To be held. To be Respected and cherished.
(Inhale)I can just smell him all over again. That man.
That man who almost unlock all the desires that is inside of me.
It's a good thing I walk away from that scene.
On the way home I feel a rushing wind brush pass me saying,
"Don't worry I'm coming for you soon. Just hold on a bit longer."
How long? How long must the monster inside me has to be tamed?
Darn it all I gotta do it. I have to surpass the fear inside me.
So I've got on my knees and collected my thoughts that was inside my heart.
I've prayed all day. I've prayed all afternoon, and I've prayed all night.
I've keep praying until my prayers was finish. I don't know how he was going to
show up. I don't know how he was going to arrive. I just know he is now on his way.
On his way to find me.
Realizing after that prayers. Truly I've ruled over my prayers of fear.