miture

MUSIC
All day all night music is in my head
Music is with me at school and when I lie down in bed
I hear music with my ears and replay it in my mind
When the song is over and done I simply push rewind
Music is with me as I think up every thought
And I think about music about every chance I’ve got
Music takes me to a play I wanna be
Away from our convoluted corrupt society
Music is my passion and music does me good
Music does for me exactly what it should
It sets a bookmark for life’s ups and downs
The very thing responsible for my smiles and frowns
My music represents my feelings and everything I do
I don’t listen to what my friend’s prefer I listen to my point of view
Some think that music is satins speaker phone
I know when I say this I do not stand alone
I love music for more than just its tone

MY HEART
my heart is broken and its all because of you
my heart cant be put back together with some glue

my heart is full of pain and u dont even care
my heart really needs you but your not even there

my heart now as an empty space
my heart needs u to fill that place

my heart feels the friendship will never be replaced
my heart wants you to still keep me safe

my heart knew this friendship would grow into something more
my heart knew you were going to shut that door

my heart told me to let you know how i really feel
my heart told me if he lets go then its not actually real

my heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friend
my heart never told me my world would come to an end

my heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for good
my heart thought u would of understood

my heart now misses all fun we have had together
my heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forever

my heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gone
my heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wrong

SICK
Im sick of pretending its all perfect
Tired of living a lie
Sick of loving you
Tired of the tears I cry

Im sick of giving you my love
Tired of getting nothing in return
Sick of all your other girls
Tired of being unable to learn

Im sick of running back to you
Tired of returning hurt
Sick of been laughed about
Tired of being treated like dirt

Im sick of living this life
Tired of being blue
Sick of thoughts about giving up
Tired of the stupid things I do

Im so sick of it all
So sick Im going do it
So tired of been stuck in the middle
So tired Im going to quit

MY MEMORIES
Today will be a memory
yesterday is a memory drifting away
memories turn into tears,
tearing us apart.

Fear of moving on, afraid of change,
in a minute this will just be a memory
memories are all pain in vain
memories are like dreams, a reflection of the past.

Memories are vision of what it used to be.
my memories are sadness and struggle
what are yours?
are they sadness and struggle?

You are but a memory
that dwindles as each day passes me by.
and as you slowly vanish
I huddle in my room and cry.

A memory that’s all I have
that’s all that’s left of you
nothing but a mere memory
that still lingers, only for a little while longer in my head.

Don’t forget about the past
without memories there is no yesterday.
make every day one to remember a
memory to move on with no regrets

SOMETIMES
Sometimes I feel my life’s just a big nightmare
Sometimes I wish I could stand up to my greatest fear
Sometimes I wish it all were new
Sometimes I wish it were happening to you
Sometimes I wish people could only see
Another side of me
Sometimes I wish I were never born
So I wouldn’t be here for you to scorn
Sometimes I wonder why I’m only a friend
Sometimes I wonder will anyone care if my life came to an end
Sometimes I wish you were in my shoes,
So you could see life from my point of view
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just too late
Sometimes I wonder if there’s such a thing as “Fate”
Sometimes I wonder why there’s night and day
Sometimes I wonder why my life’s this way
Sometimes I wish I could jump the track
Sometimes I wish I could just go back
Sometimes I wish I had a risk worth the take
Sometimes I wish I could erase every mistake
Sometimes I pretend everything is fine
Sometimes I wish I was on the frontline
Sometimes I wish life would turn out right
Sometimes I wish I could win the fight
But nothing is right and nothing is fine
So I stand-alone and wait for the end of time,
If you wish to join me go ahead
Cause in the end we’ll all be dead.