Fake Smiles and Broken Hearts.

I think back to the days.
The days when i didn't have a fake smile plastered on my face.
Back to when i thought everything was ok.
Back to when i wasn't afraid to be me.
I think back to the days.
The days when my heart wasn't broken.
Back to when i just let my heart go.
Back to when i wasn't afraid of the three deadly words.
I think about that almost everyday.
My heart is counting the days until it dies.
You said we'd be forever.
I couldn't see it in your eyes. That you would just run away.
I never looked deep enough.
I only saw what i wanted to. That you loved me. But i see that was just another one of your lies.
My heart is trying to grip ahold of this new found glory.
One of the many pieces that has fallen.
A new start. A new girl. Maybe another heartache.
She's nothing like you. Nothing at all.
I found a picture of you and me. Just another bittersweet memorie.
Unlike you she really seems to care. She doesn't lie about what she feels.
No she doesn't pull me into her lips of death. Just love.
This must be what it feels like to be loved.
I never felt that from you.
I wont let you get to me anymore.
You weren't good for me and you still aren't worth bleeding for.
My heart is slowly healing. My life finding a new light.