But if tats true

Here I'am once again trapped in the dark.
Here 'Iam again with a broken heart.
I can fee my self starting to fall apart.
Caue I've been here for too long.
cause I've been holding on.
To that one wis, to that one thought.
That life would soon get better.
But if thats true why is i every day I'm trying to keep my self togeter.
But if thats true, why is it I feel so numb half the time.
But if thats true, why do I sill fake a smile, why do I still fake a laugh.
I still remembe the words they spoken to me.
Hang in there littl one, life isn't all that bad.
But as I sit here with tears quickly flling down my face.
I start to woder whats my purpose of being stuck in this awful place.
When no one knows who I' am when no one knows my name.
Half the time, I'm stuck in my room.
With nothing to do.
Trying to keep my self from going insane.
Trying to find a way to get rid of all my pain.
Cause most time I just want to quit the life gam.