Taking Me Back

What has become of you and I?
In the past it was kind words.
What has happened me?
You mean you don’t know?
Maybe you couldn’t see over pride
Over yourself
Could you not see me dying in the corner?
I gave you my heart
And you gave me pain
What did I see in you?
Love is blind
But not because we can’t see love
But because we see what isn’t there.
The outside
The lies we tell people to get in
I see now
My mistake
I have you my heart
You gave me a stake
I don’t want to fight anymore
Can't you see, I hate it
It tares me apart
I am not a hateful person
I am only what you made me
What you made me to be while I coward in the corner
I was quiet
The words you stuck to me made me hate myself
Again
It’s not me
I had to fix myself
Put myself back together when you left me
I suppose it was time
Any longer and I would have been un-retrievable
Unbelievable
It wasn’t me
Truth is, I was done too
But you had the courage to do what I couldn’t do
Good.
How can love turn in to hate like that?
You think I’ve changed after what we were?
No, this is who I am without your hand
This is me without your control
This is me yelling back
This is me making my existence
This is me not backing down
You are not always right!
It must be a guy thing
To think he is king
It’s not
You’re not
You throw your words at me all you like
I don’t have to see you ever again
Truth is, you need everything I have
I can take it away
But I won’t
I will forgive you
Again
And again
But one day
It will end
Watch yourself, man
I am not your puppet
Not any more
Not ever again
End of story.