Say What You Mean.

you're not the first to say i do.
for your own gain.
I'm not the last to say i will.
without value.
so, tell me how again.
i ended up here.
under you and hoping for chances.
from fight the water from eating me alive.
i hope it burns off the rest of my broken eyelids.

i understand why, its such a cold, cold world.
well, your face lies and your body steals.
and, if i could, i think i would.
i wish i could be a renegade and leave you behind.

the words are only just sinking in.
about how all my life was about this.
the anger, this anchor.
chemicals can only replace so much.
so much blood.
i feel like i wouldn't spend so much time on you now.
burning more than i can put out.

i understand why, its such a cold, cold world.
well, your face lies and your body steals.
and, if i could, i think i would.
i wish i could be a renegade and leave you behind.

i speak in lies.
we bathe in dirt.
tell me how I'm the prettiest thing.
you've seen in hell.