Baby Sister, Why?

You're supposed to look up to me,
not down.

You're supposed to wish you could be like me,
not destroy me.

You're supposed to look to me for advice,
not wish I'd shut up.

You're my little sister.
Not a little demon.

What the fuck is going on here?!
You make me feel like shit!
You degrade me and belittle me!

Don't you see?!
...The pain in my eyes.

Don't you hear?!
...The tears and the lies.

Someday I hope you see,
what all you've done to me.

You're the only one who can fix this,
the only one who can change this.

So please baby sister, before you yell again.
Think about how I feel, when you say those things again.

Before you call me stupid.
Before you call me ugly.
Before you call me evil.
Before you call me skanky.

Before you tell me everything I try not to be.

...I'm sorry I'm not the big sister you want.