Run; Don't Walk.
It's 2 in the morning and I'm wandering this foggy dark land again,
Hearing the screams, and pleas of my past innocence.
Vodka stained nights,
An unwinnable fight.
You'll never see whhat the hell this did to me.
I contunie to walk by the windows to my past.
Blood spills from a young girl's swollen viens.
Vomit from the pit of darkness within.
The black hole within screams in rage, with hunger for the little blue and white pills.
Stuff 'em down, stuff 'em down.
Thirst burns the back of my dying throat,
A shot of vodka washes down so easy.
I walk forward,
Shaking those images from my fearful mind,
That's not who I wanna be.
That's who I once was.
I walk forward, trying to find a way out of this dark place, away from the windows.
I hear a scream, someone screaming my name..
So I run, sprint.
Fly through the fog drenched woods.
"Remember your left from right." I hear a voice laugh.
I stumble but catch myself.
"You won't make it in time." The voice hisses as my chest heaves.
My body pitches forward, head makes contact.
Blackness consumes me.
Blood, cold blood on my face.
Oh no, please..please God let it be mine.
I open my eyes, as they adjust I see you.
Sitting on your knees crying..
I start to run to you,
A knife thrusted into my stomach stops me dead in my tracks.
You scream, and run to me..
"Baby I love you, run. Get far away." I whisper without crying.
Tears streaming from your eyes as you kiss my face.
This was the fate I was meant to have.
Soft words seep into my mind..so bright, the darkness can't put up a fight.
"We'll get through this, don't let go. You and me. Remember."
I wake up in sweat drenched sheets, I flail around looking for you,
But nothing but my dreams and my empty sheets surrounds me.
One day, I promise. The darkness won't reach us.
Hearing the screams, and pleas of my past innocence.
Vodka stained nights,
An unwinnable fight.
You'll never see whhat the hell this did to me.
I contunie to walk by the windows to my past.
Blood spills from a young girl's swollen viens.
Vomit from the pit of darkness within.
The black hole within screams in rage, with hunger for the little blue and white pills.
Stuff 'em down, stuff 'em down.
Thirst burns the back of my dying throat,
A shot of vodka washes down so easy.
I walk forward,
Shaking those images from my fearful mind,
That's not who I wanna be.
That's who I once was.
I walk forward, trying to find a way out of this dark place, away from the windows.
I hear a scream, someone screaming my name..
So I run, sprint.
Fly through the fog drenched woods.
"Remember your left from right." I hear a voice laugh.
I stumble but catch myself.
"You won't make it in time." The voice hisses as my chest heaves.
My body pitches forward, head makes contact.
Blackness consumes me.
Blood, cold blood on my face.
Oh no, please..please God let it be mine.
I open my eyes, as they adjust I see you.
Sitting on your knees crying..
I start to run to you,
A knife thrusted into my stomach stops me dead in my tracks.
You scream, and run to me..
"Baby I love you, run. Get far away." I whisper without crying.
Tears streaming from your eyes as you kiss my face.
This was the fate I was meant to have.
Soft words seep into my mind..so bright, the darkness can't put up a fight.
"We'll get through this, don't let go. You and me. Remember."
I wake up in sweat drenched sheets, I flail around looking for you,
But nothing but my dreams and my empty sheets surrounds me.
One day, I promise. The darkness won't reach us.