The Rush

Counting all my blessings
Whatever I was blessed with
It's giving me something
To rely on
Never started off with nothing
Use to have everything
Till it all went down the drain
Now I'm to blame for the
Pills and the cocain
No ones left to save me
When I'm arguing with my brain
I've gone insane
And I don't think I've felt so strange
Now mines already gone
Minds already gone
These rhymes are running
Through my head
Like a marothon
Or maybe it's the shit
I'm sitting here smoking on
But who would give a fuck
To know what I'm on
I don't care that I know it's wrong
Rest for a little bit
Until a feel blessed
Drop a sin
I'm making my def
I left cause I'm heading strait
In a good way
So together were blessed
Such a good day
When I'm feeling so high
My emotions so low
This agressiveness
Is possessing me
Without any flow
Here I go again
I'm going to trip
When I do this shit