Nick

I'm sick of faking smiles
I feel like i've been walking for miles
In a desert full of pain
It feels as if i'm going insane.
I miss you Nick
This depression is making me sick
Without you life is rough
Wasn't I enough?
You brought me so much happiness
& then left me darkness
You were my perfect dream
We were like the perfect team
When I laugh it never seems to last
A part of me wishes to forget the past
You said it was no longer worth the stress
You left me a complete mess
I loved you will all my heart
I never expected us to fall apart
If I showed you all my poems
& said it was about a special someone
I wonder what you would say
& If you'd know they were all about you at the end of the day
I wish you would know I still love you
& still need you too
The days are growing longer
& I'm not getting any stronger
My hours seem like days
It seems no one in my life ever stays
I'll pray to God again tonight to bring back my one true love
The one I always seem to be thinking of.