Masochistic

My emotions will once again convulse
As your harsh words spread through my veins.
Tell me, dear friend, who are you now?
What do you really want from me?
Do you see the damage you've inflicted?
What was once called a beautiful friendship
Is now a broken nothing.
Is this what it has come too?
Fights over nothing,
Useless denial and pain,
Terrifying betrayal towards one another?
Maybe it is time for us to face it.
You have changed, so have I.
When we try to meet the end,
I crawl back to you.
The abuse you give out is my poison
Maybe it would be best for the both of us
If I wasn't so addicted to the pain.