What If I Told You?

What if I told you what was really going on?
What if I told you I hiding behind my need to make you laugh?
I wonder what life would be like without the rain to come wash away humanity's pain.
What if I told you I'm a mess inside?
What if I told you every little secret deep inside?
Would you still be here for me when I cry in the middle of these empty nights?
What if I told you my biggest fears?
What if I told you how I really feel?
I wonder what you'd think if I told you what I really want to.
What if I told you who my father was?
What if I told you who my hero was?
Would you still want to save me from the memories late at night?
What if I told you I used to cut?
What if I told you I used to snort?
I wonder if you would still think I'm as strong as I am now.
What if I told you my heart was no longer mine to give away?
What if I told you I needed someone in my life.
Would you think of me any differently than this girl in the mirror staring back at me?
What if I told you my heart belongs to you?
What if I told you, you are the light in my life?
I wonder if you would smile that sweet, beautiful smile.
What if I told you who I really am?
What if I told you I can save you?
Would you rush into my arms like we talked about so many times?
What if I told you that I'd be completely lost without you?
What if I told you I'm broken in a million little pieces?
I wonder what would cross your perfect little mind.
What if I told you I can ease your pain?
What if I told you how much I truly do love you?
Would you love me too?