Used to Be

It’s a shattering feeling
It’s over my shoulder
It’ a terrible healing
It never goes away, the memories to pay

And the worst part was, that wasn’t a dream, oh no
And the sad part was, I was the one to agree, oh yeah
But it tears my soul and breaks my mind
And I think about it all the time
What now is gone
It used to be mine

My heart is depleting
When I pick up the phone, I still feel alone
My thoughts are receding
But I’m the one who called, I know that it’s my fault.

And the worst part is that nothing has changed
And the sad part is it’s still not the same, yeah
And it breaks my heart and keeps me awake
And the constant malice makes me shake
And I stay barely alive
For everyone’s sake

No one will love you the way I do
I fear it’s all too soon, do you fear it too?
But I’m scared of change, I miss the one
Who I knew that I was in true love
What now is gone
It used to be mine

But it tears my soul and breaks my mind
And I think about it all the time
What now is gone
It used to be mine