When No Ones Looking

Sometimes
When he's not looking
I'll sneak a peek,
Nothing big or spectacular,
Just a small glimpse,
And I see a future only a hopeless romantic can see.
I create scenarios and visions of love from one speck of hair or a bright smile.
I imagine that the cobwebs around my heart have fallen into a dark abyss
And that my blood rushes like a river on a rampage from his touch.
I can hear bells ringing and see pictures of his eyes
Looking down at me with devotion.
I see everything only a school girl with a crush can see.
I see what I want to believe is love.
I can only imagine it.
But these shy glimpses of him,
Gives this hopeless poet
This hopeless romantic
An idea
About falling
And dying
In crazy love.