You

Its odd I find something easier then others
but at the moment I can't seem to find anything easy
I try to make some form of sense of it all
I want to be happy
I want to be happy with you

I try not to think about the past
but it keeps get ahead of me
causing me to look at you and feel distrust
I want to stop this feeling but i can't
I want to be happy
I want to be happy with you

You seem to turn the tables
You changed the game
You opened up all these new doors
I want to walk through them
I want to walk through them with you

Don't hurt me
please…
I have been dealt so much already
So much that you know very well about
Too much
Too much pain for one life time

I do not want to feel that way again
I don't think that you will
But i still am scared
It was too much
It was too much because of him
and it still is too much

I want what i feel for you to be more
I know that it very well can be
I just need you to help
I just need you to help me

Take down my walls
make me feel safe
make me feel safe with you